Okay, I have to do some major catch upping. xD
First of all, I'm going to talk about Wednesday, the sixth of August.
It was a majorly depressing day, to be honest.
First all, my parents are splitting up, and I had to talk with my dad again about in the afternoon (after I walked Hozer.) We also had to talk about my mum moving away, and who I'd be staying with and for how long. It was a long, highly depressing talk, and I'm just going to leave it at that. T_T
Another thing (this is both good and bad) is that Darren and his girlfriend are finally getting their own place! That means he won't be bugging me much anymore! Unfortunately, I learned on Wednesday that he was planning on taking my lizards away before school starts. My lizards are my babies. I don't want them to be taken away, but he doesn't a give a crap about how I feel, and plans on taking them anyway. My mum won't back me up on it either. -.-
Also, I have been tormented by Jeremy and his whining about his damn ex-girlfriend for the past month and a half. He's driving me crazy; if I have to hear about that sixteen year-old slut going out some thirty-two year-old creep one more time, I'm going to go insane. It's not the end of the world, Jeremy. You two never seemed serious about each other, and she's underage. You're too old for her; get a girlfriend your own age, please?
I know that sounds insensitive, but he won't listen to anything you say unless you are mean to him. Someone has to tell him the truth; and my mum loves him oh-so-much that she won't be mean to him.
Added to all of this, Rachel broke up with me. Something about us not seeing each other very often, I guess. We haven't fully talked about the reasons; I couldn't understand her because she was mumbling and talking really fast on the phone. I was also too upset to really care very much at the time. I cried a little, but then Leah called me (and I left Rachel on hold. I totally spaced that she was still on the phone while I was talking with Leah. xD) and I had to compose myself before answering. According to Leah, I can compose myself really quickly. I guess that's because I don't like to cry while talking to my friends. It makes me feel weak. Dx
Anyway, I'm doing better. I'm not so depressed, nor am I going to allow any of this shit bring me down any further. Eventually everything will sort itself out and return to normal for me. Rachel and I just need to talk about why she broke up with me, so I know the reasons for sure. I want to stay friends with her, just like I stayed friends with Sam.
So that was my depressing Wednesday. Wasn't that just a super fun day? =P
I'll write about my Oregon trip in my next post. That will be a happy post, because the trip was really fun. =D
~Duani Y
Monday, August 18, 2008
Depressing Wednesday
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